Is it just me or is everyone extremely hard on themselves? I feel like sometimes I just set myself up for failure, because there is no way I can ever live up to the expectations I have in my head.
We moved from Florida to Georgia recently, and thank goodness its temporary. Its been hard living here, with no friends or family around. I have always considered myself a home body, I like to hang out with my friends, but most of the time I'm just hanging around my house. So I find it funny that I miss having friends around so much. Maybe I just like to have the option...
Georgia is very pretty, but Florida is home. Since we have been here I feel myself falling. I feel like everything is falling. I feel like I'm sitting and waiting for everything to get better, because I feel like everything will be better when we go back home.
Being alone most of the day, allows me to much time to think harp on little things that don't matter, little things that I don't think I would normally care about are getting to me, and its sabotaging my thought process.
I woke up the other morning and said to myself.. " I'm done with this negativity. Its not healthy for me, or for anyone. Look at everything I have. My health, food on the table, a roof over my head, love, support, and most of all a perfect healthy little girl."
I realized I was falling into a depression, and I'm blessed that I was able to realize this wasn't me, and this isn't how I'm suppose to be. Everything that was wrong, was because of my own doing. Why waste your time feeling sorry for yourself? Get up and make it happen.